To Put Everything on Paper

A paradox: as I’m getting older, I feel this uneasy necessity of writing everything down, or otherwise I’m going to forget about it. In the past I could keep all the things I had to do just in my head and without much effort. Yet I feel that my past self was an unorganized mess and I’m more confident about myself and my job than I ever was. Maybe this man I used to be was hallucinating about his awareness?